I think I just need to bitch today. Why do guys suck so badly?! Long story but I was seeing this guy who is totally blowing me off now and I have no idea why. All I'm asking for is for him to tell me what's up, I'm not going to freak out on him I just want to know what's up. I don't care if he's seeing someone else or just isn't interested any more, just tell me! I just want the honesty that he promised me. I went into this hesitant and talked to him about it and promised that he would be completely straight-forward and honest with me. Well that is obviously not occuring now! At this point I know that I will not hear from him.
:( Whatever I guess. I keep trying to tell myself that he's not worth it and that if he's going to be like that who needs him but I really like him. Why does it always happen to me, as soon as I let myself like a guy I'm back here?! My heart can only take so much. :( I'm about ready to give up and become the old crazy lady who sits on her proch and drinks out of a brown paper bag and yells at all the kids. I mean is it so impossible to imagine that someone could actually like me?!!
Then all my patients are driving me crazy!!! Everyone is bitching about everything! I don't care people! If it's cold suck it up, I'm doing it for a reason. It hurts, well what do you expect when you have like no motion, it is going to hurt a little to get it back! It makes it even harder knowing that I am out of here in the next month. And then I hate feet and the past 2 days that is virtually all I've seen.
Ok, enough of my pity party. Just needed to vent a little.
5 comments:
Just tell them what I tell my kids... I'm sorry put I forgot my magic wand today so unless you can pull one out of your a$$ you're just gonna have to suck it up and deal with it... for some reason that always seems to keep them from complaining ;)
There are lots of men out there. Think about the new, exciting faces you will meet in Washington. You definately don't need him if he is going to blow you off for no reason. You are lots of fun and beautiful...nothing to worry about. A shot of tequilla always helps. ;)
You tell 'em, girlfriend!
Guys sucks...I think it's hardwired into them when they are born. :) That's why we have girlfriends...no matter what we're always here to drink with and bitch to. Have a safe and happy last month in Cali. Don't worry Mr. Right is out there. :) You'll find him.
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